I know I shouldn’t leave it be and I should want to try to understand, but there’s nothing I can do that will make me understand it. I don’t understand how it works and I don’t understand why I need to know it. I don’t know how I can possibly get my mind to think that way because that’s just it: it doesn’t. And you know what? I’m glad it doesn’t. I’m glad my mind is way more than freaking science.